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Overcome Depression

Major depressive disorder also known as MDD is a mental disorder characterized by low mood accompanied by low self-esteem, and by loss of interest or pleasure in any enjoyable activities.

Do Not Panic!

Panic attacks are periods of intense fear that appear suddenly and of relatively brief duration. Many, who experience a panic attack, mostly for the first time, fear they are having a heart attack.

Social Phobia Common Anxiety Disorder

Social anxiety involves an intense feeling of fear, worry and discomfort in social situations and especially situations that are unfamiliar or in which you will be watched or evaluated by others.

Break Free

It’s time to for you to fight back and break free. It is more than possible for you to change your life around, to relax, to have fun, to laugh to be cool.

Take Control

With or without cipralex, you must always fight to gain back control of your life.

Saturday, July 31, 2004

Day 20 - Do Not Panic!

Had few panic attacks today but nothing I could'nt handle,
I wonder when will this stuff actually start doing something for me! I mean besides the headaches ;)

Just a Reminder to us All....

Depression is more than "the blues". It is more than the normal every day ups and downs, it is a serious health problem that affects the whole person as well as people around them.

Friday, July 30, 2004

Alochol with Cipralex

Most of my friends know me as one who drinks here and there on occaisons etc', I know its not recommended to drink alochol while on cipralex, but at this time I prefer to keep the fact I'm taking cipralex to myself...so I had no choice and I had to check it out just in case I'll run into a situation like that in the future...



So I did, I drunk one glass of whisky and...I did fine, I was stoned abit but nothing I could'nt handle, I also checked this with my Doc,
She said as long as its in proportions there is no problem.
So there you go...
I'll bring more information about this soon...

Which Time Is The Best - To Take Cipralex?

Hello again,
I've noticed some of you wonder when is the best time to take it,
I guest It depends on you guys, I personally take it at night, couple of hours before I go to sleep, It works best for me.
And I suggest that you do the same for start, that way even if you'll have to deal with side effects, you'll be able to learn them before dealing them around other people.


Day 19 - Lets go people, Lets go!

Well, The feeling of "the drug presence" is kinda gone... at least for this day, I've notice my modjo is bit down, Seems like sex starting to intrest me less... but I've checked and double checked, I have no problems with errection and getting orgasms, I actually feel more in control of my body...
anyways, they say you need at least a month until you actually see results...but there are waves like always, I call them feelings waves,



and the gaps between feeling good, ok or bad is now changing...
I will post more about that one soon...take care.

Wednesday, July 28, 2004

Day 16 - Things are about to change

i can truly say that i feel the drug in my mind, I actually feel it giving me a hand when i'm about to crush again...I had lots of energy today , I talked a lot, and felt good in the present of people well not that good, :) but at least I survived it, if you know what I mean...with nothing too messy, afterwards done some work around the house and also started working out couple of days ago, up until now I practice just ten minutes a day but that a start right? :) and besides it sure is better than nothing at all.
Anyways, just wanted to let you know I'm still alive...
and for now i'm still myself.



I hope i'll continue with what I set to myself and I hope to achive my goals, but only time will tell right?
yours... hey! you noticed I started writing more?
Wierd...I guess this stuff effect everything...

Monday, July 26, 2004

Day 13 - Stretching Never been Better!

Today I feel as if I could strech forever, It kind of releases good energy...Yesterday I've been in a situation with lots of people, I think I handled it ok... still lots of room for improvements, but step by step, I also started working out a bit, hope I can continue with it and not quit again....wish me luck.

Friday, July 23, 2004

Day 10 - Not strong enough...

This is the second 10 mg pill i'm taking, I still feel the more or less the same... Actually It feels as if the stronger effect was couple of days ago... Anyways had no headaches or problem with the jaws and teeth but I do feel dry...so i'm going to drink now...(water...)
As always, Will keep you posted.

Thursday, July 22, 2004

Day 9 - Extra Five

Just started taking 10mg of cipralex, just as planned, My teeth and jawa feels bit wierd, but I also feel sort of waves of energy....
amazing what power our brain and mind got...turly amazing...
will keep you updated....

Wednesday, July 21, 2004

Day 7 - Something is Wierd

Seems like I've bit more energy now, but yet my mind is still tangeled, I think Tolerance and Patience are stronger, but not strong engouh, the headaches stopped totally, I still notice the time is slower than ever...

Sunday, July 18, 2004

Day 4 - Same Same...but Diffrent

Day 4, The headaches stopped. Tierdness here and there...
Will you posted...No serious change so far... Oh seems like time just got slowed down...go figure...

Saturday, July 17, 2004

Day 3 - first steps with cipralex

I've been taking 5 mg cipralex a day, I take it around midnight, Meanwhile I've had some headaches and seems like I really enjoy taking naps...The headaches aren't so bad, I'll continue to take 5 mg until a week will be completed, than I'll increase the dosage to 10 mg. I'll keep posting here, if i'll feel any changes.

Thursday, July 15, 2004

Day 1 - A new begining?

Came to the point of no return, lets do it.